Shes already desiring you, why should you break up with somebidy to feel desired when it's already there? In my opinion, you're not necessarily unhappy with the relationship, but where you're aware that you've never had the chance to explore options properly or to feel wanted and have ithers try to actively get with you, you're maybe convincing yourself that you aren't haply to make sure you're able to try and continue her desire. (I could be completely wrong, that's just what I think)
Sounds like you need to separate yourself from this toxic family and get therapy
Shes already desiring you, why should you break up with somebidy to feel desired when it's already there? In my opinion, you're not necessarily unhappy with the relationship, but where you're aware that you've never had the chance to explore options properly or to feel wanted and have ithers try to actively get with you, you're maybe convincing yourself that you aren't haply to make sure you're able to try and continue her desire. (I could be completely wrong, that's just what I think)
“Oh my god this is embarrassing, your name has gone out of my head. What is it?”