I just have a lot of issues. Therapy has helped me a lot, because I used to be suicidal everyday and did not know if I was gonna kill myself. I did unfortunately attempt suicide by my current therapist has finally helped me to feel it less and less like I’m fighting my own head
People lose opportunities for many reasons. I'm not sure what advice you want to hear but the solution is to move in with family till you can get back on your feet.
Being under pressure to pay more than 50% of your income to stay with him in this apartment is going to affect your mental health as badly as the teaching job did. You can't stay with him because he doesn't care about your mental health. He went for a job you were clearly interested in. He probably lived rent free in your parents' house as well unless I missed that in the post. He wants to go 50/50 knowing fully well you cannot afford it makes me wonder if he's getting pleasure oit of this. Did he say he was willing to move to a cheaper place?
But since you seem to be cycling through a lot of jobs I'd request you to get therapy if you aren't already to see if you're depressed or burnt out. That may be affecting your ability to interview well or handle stress.
It’s time to stop running around. Don’t tell your parents who she is but tell them you’re dating someone and the time isn’t right to talk about marriage. You will let them know when it is.
Or you can break up with her. It’s clear the current process isn’t working for either of you.
I will try to surround myself with supportive people and keep trying to get a job. And I’ll try not to listen to the things he says. Thank you.
I just have a lot of issues. Therapy has helped me a lot, because I used to be suicidal everyday and did not know if I was gonna kill myself. I did unfortunately attempt suicide by my current therapist has finally helped me to feel it less and less like I’m fighting my own head
It bothers him because I feel uncomfortable to be in the same place his ex is.
Bro how are shorts uncomfortable? You already wear boxers. Some gym shorts are loose fitting too
People lose opportunities for many reasons. I'm not sure what advice you want to hear but the solution is to move in with family till you can get back on your feet.
Being under pressure to pay more than 50% of your income to stay with him in this apartment is going to affect your mental health as badly as the teaching job did. You can't stay with him because he doesn't care about your mental health. He went for a job you were clearly interested in. He probably lived rent free in your parents' house as well unless I missed that in the post. He wants to go 50/50 knowing fully well you cannot afford it makes me wonder if he's getting pleasure oit of this. Did he say he was willing to move to a cheaper place?
But since you seem to be cycling through a lot of jobs I'd request you to get therapy if you aren't already to see if you're depressed or burnt out. That may be affecting your ability to interview well or handle stress.
Reading your comments it seems pretty clear you are a creep who only thinks about himself
Honestly I wouldn‘t be able to stay in my apartment for a while if my non existent bf broke up with me there
It’s time to stop running around. Don’t tell your parents who she is but tell them you’re dating someone and the time isn’t right to talk about marriage. You will let them know when it is.
Or you can break up with her. It’s clear the current process isn’t working for either of you.