Why'd you even agree to become engaged when you don't even like having sex with him?
Why'd you lead this other friend on when you were seriously dating another person?
Why'd you let this go on for so long?
Why are you still with your fiance?
You've got two choices: Go no contact with your friend, or end your engagement and pursue your friend. You're feeling guilty over this because you know you fucked up. You fumbled so badly on this one.
Basically, most of what I say and do she is seeing as a mistake!
Shit wife. Shit mate. Get rid of both.
Has she explained in any detail why she doesn't want to be exclusive for the next few months? Is she trying to finish working through a list?
Okay.
Even guys that live! with mommy in high COL areas:
Still generally have had at least one relationship before their late twenties.
Are proud of their relationship and happy to share their day to day activities, friends, and family with the person they are in a relationship with.
You seem to accept that he treats you as if you are an annoyance at best and a burden at worst.
Why would you??
Bear in mind that whatever he tells you, might not be the truth.
Personally, I would be tempted to skip it.
Why'd you even agree to become engaged when you don't even like having sex with him?
Why'd you lead this other friend on when you were seriously dating another person?
Why'd you let this go on for so long?
Why are you still with your fiance?
You've got two choices: Go no contact with your friend, or end your engagement and pursue your friend. You're feeling guilty over this because you know you fucked up. You fumbled so badly on this one.