He treated you well before the sex, he treated you horribly after the sex. Why would you want to see a guy that treats you badly at all?
Have more respect for yourself even when it's just a hookup. Basic human decency should be a minimum bar for seeing a person again. Your hookup failed that bar.
Move on from this person. You have history but.. It sounds like he's mistreated you so many times.
He's going to mistreat you in the future.
You're going to grow as a person through therapy.. Be free of his manipulations and drama. You will meet a person who respects you.
He treated you well before the sex, he treated you horribly after the sex. Why would you want to see a guy that treats you badly at all?
Have more respect for yourself even when it's just a hookup. Basic human decency should be a minimum bar for seeing a person again. Your hookup failed that bar.