This is a lot. You two got together when you were 14 and he was 38. That is not okay. In fact, I believe it's illegal anywhere in the US. You were also isolated from everything you knew.
When I say “this is a lot”, I mean that in the sense that it's just too much for me, or possibly anyone in this subreddit to address. If you are safely able to, I would suggest you start going to therapy to unpack this in a way that we cannot over the internet.
Can't like this enough. Boogie, sis.
Sounds plausible
This is a lot. You two got together when you were 14 and he was 38. That is not okay. In fact, I believe it's illegal anywhere in the US. You were also isolated from everything you knew.
When I say “this is a lot”, I mean that in the sense that it's just too much for me, or possibly anyone in this subreddit to address. If you are safely able to, I would suggest you start going to therapy to unpack this in a way that we cannot over the internet.