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It’s buried in the comments, but it might matter to know that OPs income is $120 thousand and BFs income is $20 thousand…
So he didn’t but get the very expensive thing she asked for but everything he DID get was thoughtful and exactly in the vein of things she’d like and use.
It seems like OP is dating someone with 1/5 her income and then only considers herself appreciated if he does it with $$$.
Don’t trust people that don’t trust you.
You invested in an emotional affair with another man over several months instead of focusing on your boyfriend. You even LIED to your boyfriend. Yes, you cheated. You were also disrespectful and guilty of gaslighting him when he called you out on your bad behavior. He saw the signs and tried to intervene to save the relationship but you were already checked out of the relationship. Your failure is you should have ended the relationship before you started spending time with your colleague. Your colleague also is NOT a good man, either. He failed to respect your pre-existing relationship and will in the end not respect YOU. Men know that if a woman will form an inappropriate friendship or physically cheat with you, they will do the same to YOU if you get into a relationship. You get the cheater Scarlett letter either way.
This is what you need to do: apologize to your now ex-boyfriend and consider that relationship done. You also should cut off the colleague who interfered in your relationship because he does not respect you or relationships. Be single for a while and work on yourself alone. Just because your interactions with the other guy didn't get physical doesn't make it any less severe in cheating so you really need to work on yourself. But also…stand up for yourself. If you aren't happy in a relationship, stop asking for “a break” so you can go see other people. Just END the relationship next time so you don't destroy someone else's heart for being too meek and co-dependent with a partner who is also co-dependent on you and the relationship. It is okay to decide you aren't happy and don't feel like working on the relationship. People who want “breaks” just are either too cowardly to just end the relationship or are afraid that if the new person giving the tingles doesn't work out because he just wanted to get you in the sack one time, your previous partner will be GONE and then you have to be alone.
Understand that there is no such thing as a “break”…it is a break up so just be honest with yourself. Too many people say “let's have a break for a week or two”, and then that person sleeps with another person, and then gets back with their partner and plays stupid after it is revealed they slept around with We WeRe On A bReAk so it wasn't cheating…but it was implied you both weren't going to start seeing other people during the break. And yes…if you get intimate with someone else during a break and then get back with your partner they do deserve to know. For one, you disconnected from your partner enough to be with someone else in a short period of time. This means your relationship didn't mean squat and your partner should have the right to refuse getting back with you with another man's seed still swimming inside you. Second, you just exposed yourself to pregnancy risk and STDs even protection fails sometimes so your partner's health is at risk. Just own it. I know you said you didn't sleep with the colleague, but honestly I think you are just missing the word YET…you haven't slept with him YET…but now you are free to do so.
(Hug) i am so so proud of you. So so proud. What you did was incredibly brave. Everything you have mentioned was abuse. Even the beginning. He groomed you and preyed on you, and isolated you on purpose.
But even then you found your own way out, which takes so much strength. You are free!!! It will be very nude, but you will adjust with time. My mom changed countries too and it was nude, she tells me it took a long time but now she loves where she lives and her new language has improved a lot.
Use a public phone to call your mom when you can, dont tell her where you are but let her know youre safe. Im sure shes very worried! Try to find kind older women to find job opportunities, but also be careful! Try to work in public places and no where too private.
It's only been 5 months. It's totally fine to walk away, but also I would suggest introspecting about why you've totally handed your self-esteem over to a 5-month bf? Like, he likes Instragram models or whatever and suddenly you can't stop crying about this & comparing yourself to them? Please work on your self-esteem?
I do not understand why people have to try in a relationship. If it’s not easy, it’s not worth it as far as I’m concerned. A relationship shouldn’t be work
This is true, he also said over the past 2 years their relationship has changed and some of that is her personality. Seems he could deal with her health problems while they were happy together bit remove that and he's struggling
Don't cut her off. That's all she wanted. Just be a cunt back.
Did he discuss this with you prior to making arrangements?
That’s super weird that they’d won’t tell you what it’s about. Tbh my mind goes straight to them having an affair with each other. That’s just a wild theory but why else would they hate each other enough to brawl but still have solidarity to keep you in the dark?
Why ask for feedback? The only thing is going to do is hurt you. Just try to learn from it and move on. Maybe you just didn't click or maybe he didn't think you were attractive or maybe just found someone else. Don't think too much about it. People have bad dates