It could be that he watches those videos because they turn him on due to being relatable to you. Like he could genuinely love you and find you very attractive, but normal pornography doesnt capture disabilities or much of the like at all, so he ventures to find videos similar to you because thats what turns him on.
He may never have been interested in those videos before meeting you.
I say this from my own perspective, when I look at porn, if Im in a relationship I prefer content thats similar to my partner and I's dynamic.
my bad, i get visibly upset or my mood changes and he will ask me what is wrong and instead of me telling him i just shut down and it becomes an argument on how i’m upset and won’t tell him. i grew up getting punished for expressing my emotions it’s so naked trying to communicate.
Not vegetarian as I shared in a comment below, he is also part of a minority culture as well so I thought he would be more receptive. But as it turns out I had clearly made a misjudgement.
Glad you cut the “friend” off immediately. I would also let all other friends with daughters know about what he did so they could keep him away from theirs.
Obviously as your best friend he's been around for years. Who knows how long this has been going on.
This is how former friends get knocked the fuck out.
You are young. Do what is best FOR YOU. Sometimes we love people and that's not enough to make relationships work. You also need shared goals, which you two do not have.
You married an 18 year old when you were 40, then verbally abused your daughter for, rightfully, being creeped out by it. You only just now miss your daughter? Chances are, she won't forgive you. She would have reached out to you about wedding planning. It sounds like you have some serious issues. I'd work on those first.
I didn’t really have nipples unless I got them very hot, until I started nursing my oldest. Then they popped out and never went back in. ? and now they’re 2 sizes smaller and I have stretch marks with a size a breast size. Boobs are so weird but it’s just fat on your body.. don’t sweat it babes.
2 suggestions, one you could try a cock ring since it traps the blood flow down there so you won't go soft until you remove the ring or two you can talk to your doctor and ask for a prescription for viagra to manage performance anxiety
So you were planning on traveling alone to the USA before your met your BF…why aren’t you okay doing it now?
You have only been together for 4 months…4 months is not long at all. I wouldn’t want to pay thousands of dollars to go to a country I have no real interest in going to, to meet someone I don’t even know, to meet someone you only know on-line. I could see if it was to go meet your best friend who you have known all of your life, or to meet your family….but your friend is a complete stranger to him…and you are asking a lot.
It could be that he watches those videos because they turn him on due to being relatable to you. Like he could genuinely love you and find you very attractive, but normal pornography doesnt capture disabilities or much of the like at all, so he ventures to find videos similar to you because thats what turns him on.
He may never have been interested in those videos before meeting you.
I say this from my own perspective, when I look at porn, if Im in a relationship I prefer content thats similar to my partner and I's dynamic.
As a person that does that, I feel you. I want a relationship but I'm the first to leave or to push away at first thing. I think I fear commitment.
my bad, i get visibly upset or my mood changes and he will ask me what is wrong and instead of me telling him i just shut down and it becomes an argument on how i’m upset and won’t tell him. i grew up getting punished for expressing my emotions it’s so naked trying to communicate.
It sucks so much to have a crazy family like those religious weirdos… What sucks more is the inability go get away from that environment…
Not vegetarian as I shared in a comment below, he is also part of a minority culture as well so I thought he would be more receptive. But as it turns out I had clearly made a misjudgement.
Glad you cut the “friend” off immediately. I would also let all other friends with daughters know about what he did so they could keep him away from theirs.
Obviously as your best friend he's been around for years. Who knows how long this has been going on.
This is how former friends get knocked the fuck out.
You are young. Do what is best FOR YOU. Sometimes we love people and that's not enough to make relationships work. You also need shared goals, which you two do not have.
You married an 18 year old when you were 40, then verbally abused your daughter for, rightfully, being creeped out by it. You only just now miss your daughter? Chances are, she won't forgive you. She would have reached out to you about wedding planning. It sounds like you have some serious issues. I'd work on those first.
I didn’t really have nipples unless I got them very hot, until I started nursing my oldest. Then they popped out and never went back in. ? and now they’re 2 sizes smaller and I have stretch marks with a size a breast size. Boobs are so weird but it’s just fat on your body.. don’t sweat it babes.
Don't pull a sneako
Could be grooming you bro
2 suggestions, one you could try a cock ring since it traps the blood flow down there so you won't go soft until you remove the ring or two you can talk to your doctor and ask for a prescription for viagra to manage performance anxiety
So you were planning on traveling alone to the USA before your met your BF…why aren’t you okay doing it now?
You have only been together for 4 months…4 months is not long at all. I wouldn’t want to pay thousands of dollars to go to a country I have no real interest in going to, to meet someone I don’t even know, to meet someone you only know on-line. I could see if it was to go meet your best friend who you have known all of your life, or to meet your family….but your friend is a complete stranger to him…and you are asking a lot.