I have a male best friend, ultra platonic relationship, like a brother to me. The only way this could go down would be if i asked him to buy it for me because i was out of money, and that i needed to buy it right now. But i'd never ask him to buy it to me just for fu'.
I did buy a female friend a sextoy though, but she didn't ask me for ut. We were at a big exhibit on eroticism, and we used to joke about the fact that she would be celibate for the rest of her life, because she was literally unable to detect when a guy was hitting on her, even when he was telling her almost to her face. So i bought it to her for her bday, it was our private joke. She used to put right in plain sight in her room. There was no sexual component really, we used to buy each other jokes as presents.
What your friend did here, she asked you to buy it for her so she would feel closer to you while using it. The fact that you pretend not to see it is a big red flag
I do love her. We have been thru alot in 5 months where I have had doubts about the relationship due to my anxiety and OCD. Even tho all of that she still decided to stay with me and help me out with my issues. I just feel immense guilt about everything I do and think during our relationship. I never used to be like this but I just have the need to tell my girlfriend everything out of guilt, but I know its the anxiety and I know it will hurt her. Is it wrong to not be sure if I want to marry my girlfriend? Im not sure due to my fear of my family not being accepted by hers. I have never thought about cheating or breaking up only after having heard so much negativity from my sister.
I completely relate to this
I have a male best friend, ultra platonic relationship, like a brother to me. The only way this could go down would be if i asked him to buy it for me because i was out of money, and that i needed to buy it right now. But i'd never ask him to buy it to me just for fu'.
I did buy a female friend a sextoy though, but she didn't ask me for ut. We were at a big exhibit on eroticism, and we used to joke about the fact that she would be celibate for the rest of her life, because she was literally unable to detect when a guy was hitting on her, even when he was telling her almost to her face. So i bought it to her for her bday, it was our private joke. She used to put right in plain sight in her room. There was no sexual component really, we used to buy each other jokes as presents.
What your friend did here, she asked you to buy it for her so she would feel closer to you while using it. The fact that you pretend not to see it is a big red flag
It's unfortunate you're jumping through so many hoops to somehow make things right with him, yet he's the one who cheated and broke trust.
I do love her. We have been thru alot in 5 months where I have had doubts about the relationship due to my anxiety and OCD. Even tho all of that she still decided to stay with me and help me out with my issues. I just feel immense guilt about everything I do and think during our relationship. I never used to be like this but I just have the need to tell my girlfriend everything out of guilt, but I know its the anxiety and I know it will hurt her. Is it wrong to not be sure if I want to marry my girlfriend? Im not sure due to my fear of my family not being accepted by hers. I have never thought about cheating or breaking up only after having heard so much negativity from my sister.