Was I technically an adult at 25 and capable of making my own decisions? Sure. Were they good choices that I understood the long term impact of? Not really. 25 is still so young in ways that you are far past. And if you aren’t past that shit, leave this girl alone to enjoy the rest of her twenties without someone potentially pressuring her for things she’s not ready for or someone who wants to feel young again. Maybe not quite creepy but it’s fucking weird. The thing about being older too is that you can find more things in common with her than she may find with you because you have 12 more years of experiences.
Yes, I definitely wanted to meddle there, I feel like trash and I don't want to do it anymore.
I don't want to just walk away, because just as friend, she's pretty nice and that's something I wouldn't want to fuck up (probably already did).
Should I talk to her or just move on and let it die?
Was I technically an adult at 25 and capable of making my own decisions? Sure. Were they good choices that I understood the long term impact of? Not really. 25 is still so young in ways that you are far past. And if you aren’t past that shit, leave this girl alone to enjoy the rest of her twenties without someone potentially pressuring her for things she’s not ready for or someone who wants to feel young again. Maybe not quite creepy but it’s fucking weird. The thing about being older too is that you can find more things in common with her than she may find with you because you have 12 more years of experiences.
Absolutely agree